Monday, 17 November 2014

Weekend Wear


 Down and Out - The Academy Is... 


Hello there, people who are shocked by my new haircut! So, what do you think? To be honest, I only meant to have it as short as a pixie. But, well, you know how misunderstandings normally happen in hair salons. They referred to a famous celebrity you couldn't care less for, you weren't sure what he/she looked like and you gave keywords which are translated differently in everyone's head. And voilĂ ! You get a terrible haircut. I must say, I regretted it the first few hours after getting it. Everyone noticed how wrong it looked...except my Dad who barely bat an eyelid. But, afterwards, it scarcely mattered anymore. This is the hair I have, use it to my advantage - which I will be in my next outfit post. Why did I even get a haircut, you say? Well, my good man, I will tell you. My hair has been falling out a lot lately and, according to my Stepmom, it's thanks to my medications. Which means it will keep happening for at least 6 months. It's annoying to find strands of hair on your back or in your hands when you run them through your hair. So chop, chop, chop it is.

Urban Outfitters hat // H&M top + socks (both old) // thrifted skirt // Mario purse (Sis's) // ModCloth oxfords (giveaway!)

Some of you probably have seen this outfit on my instagram last week. Yes, it was actually the outfit I wore second-to-last weekend. As I said, I had no time to snap some shots then so - after the ensemble was washed and ironed, of course - I recreated the outfit and took some photos. Because there is no way I'm wearing these shoes and not immortalise them "on film." As a consequence, though, the shoes got a little muddy from all the rain that I mentioned before. I ended up having to scrape the mud off the shoes afterwards. They're too beautiful to be left dirty for longer than 5 minutes. I just can't. Maybe it's not apparent from the photos - what with my lying on the stones there - but these were taken with thunders rolling in the background. That's rain season for you. Too bad, since this outfit makes me want to go on a picnic. Also, I know what you're thinking: "What an explosion of colours and patterns!" Yep, just the way I like it.



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Saturday, 15 November 2014

Mix It Up a Notch: Denim Jacket

In the midst of everything that's been happening lately, this feature went to the sideways. To be honest, I kind of miss it. There's been a flood of new clothes - or more like older clothes that I haven't had a chance to wear in the past 2-3 years - so I need to build up archives to write this feature again. But I feel like it's time to dig through my archives and write it up again. Now, although this denim jacket was purchased only this April, it has been one of my favourite items in my wardrobe. And, seeing that I've moved to the tropics, I see tons more wear out of it. It almost never left my body all summer. I've even worn it plenty of times off camera - which is saying a lot. Well, this jacket was purchased from a thrift store in Kassel when I deliberately hunted for its kind. It's a size too big and the sleeves will swallow my arms whole if not rolled up. However, I really love how breezy and comfy it is. Definitely perfect for the tropical climate ;)

P.S: Look how long my hair used to be...



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Thursday, 13 November 2014

Dancing in the Wind


 What the Water Gave Me - Florence and the Machine 


Indonesia has been cooling off a lot lately. It's torrential rain after another everyday out here. I was so excited about seeing this much water pouring down from the sky the other day that I literally posted a photo of being stuck in the rain on instagram. It's been years since I've been out and about in such a chilling rain, it seems, that it just feels completely like home. Well, actually, I am home...but you get the idea. There's just something absolutely different about rain in Europe and in the tropics. For one, rain in Europe always comes with that chilly temperature that makes you go reaching for a cozy jacket, whereas rain in Indonesia doesn't make you rub your shoulders to keep warm. It's just tons of water, some wind and - sometimes - a bit of thunder. For another, when it's cloudy in Europe, it's usually cloudy for a week or month on end and you just feel life getting sucked out of you. There're no greeneries, just miles of bald trees and gloomy people. But, out here, the clouds don't kill your soul. There's a ray of hope in all the frogs and healthy plants. Even kids from the tropics love to play in the rain - or flood, when it comes to that - although they will probably get sick later. Maybe it's just a tropics thing but I love rain out here ♥

Motel shirt dress via WishWishWish // thrifted skirt + penny loafers // Kaboki crochet purse (Sis's) // pictures by Akita

Take a good look at this hair, because the next time you see me, it will be completely changed. On another note, I wonder if you guys realise that I've gained some weight. I just realised that myself when my sister took these photos. Well, the doctors tell me not to go on a diet right now because I really need all the energy I could get to fight off the disease. In case you missed it, please do read the article on TBC that I posted the other day. Anyway, when we were taking these photos, my sister and I went crazy over the fact that our torsos disappeared in the reflection in the mirror. It makes me look like a midget with incredibly long legs. Hah! My sister looks as if her body is made up only of head which goes straight to her thigh then legs. We just realised that while my torso stretches way down, hers is barely distinguishable. Firu is also the same, actually. His torso is so short I swear he has no stomach. I know, useless information, just thought I'd put that out there. What about you? Do you know what your body type is?



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Tuesday, 11 November 2014

TBC: Educate Yourself to a Healthy Future

Quite recently, I was diagnosed with tuberculosis. In Germany, among the Indonesian students, there was an outbreak of this virus going on, which managed to cost some students their lives - or a very huge medical bill. It is dangerous and everyone should be on high alert. However, the information given throughout the students have been quite misleading, leaving them to think they're healthy or not affected by this virus when, in truth, it's probably developing inside of their bodies. To prevent that, I am here to tell you some of the information I have acquired through talking to doctors for the past couple months and going through the disease myself. Please notify that I have no medical degree and this is a very serious matter.

What is tuberculosis?


Tuberculosis is an infectious disease caused by air-borne mycobacteria, which most commonly attack lungs. The symptoms usually consist of profuse coughing, fever that comes and goes (especially at night), cold sweat, short breaths and - worst case scenario - coughing blood. The disease comes into view through an X-ray, where the lungs will look blotchy from the virus. When the virus takes over, your lung capacity will decrease.

However, contrary to popular belief, tuberculosis doesn't only attack the lungs. It attacks the colon, the lymph nodes, the spine and even the sexual organs. Obviously, when attacking different organs, the disease shows different symptoms. For instance, in the colon, the symptoms could be irregular bowel movements; in the lymph nodes, swellings on the neck - which could lead to inflammation; in the spine, the inability to sit up or constant sore muscles; and in the sexual organs, excessive peeing. Sometimes the excessive coughing fit, with which TBC is mostly associated, doesn't even happen. But, little do you know, the virus might be working its way throughout your system.

How to prevent it?


Like any other diseases, the best way to keep it at bay is by keeping optimal health. This can be done by eating a balanced diet, exercising regularly, getting enough and healthy sleep and consume plenty of water. A balanced diet consists of the five healthy food: carbs, meat, veggie, fruits and milk - or the nutrition, such as protein, fat, vitamin, mineral and carbohydrates. If you can't give up junk/fast food, at least reduce their portions in your life. With that, exercising is necessary, three times a week is the best schedule. Enough sleep isn't enough to keep your body fit, it also has to be healthy. Start sleeping by 10 PM and wake up in around 7 hours. Even if you do get 7-hour sleep, starting from 1 AM, it wouldn't be healthy. Lastly, you can never drink too much water.

Even when your condition is primal, please never hesitate to see the doctor upon contact with a TBC patient. Since it is air-borne, the easiest way it will get into your system will be through the cough - and TBC patients cough a lot! The quicker you go see the doctor, the less chance there will be of the virus developing in your body. Better safe than sorry!

My left lung lost 50% of its capacity due to some fluid from the infections caused by TBC

How to treat it?


Go to the doctor! Well, the only way you can find out is through an X-ray - or blood test - anyway so you'd need to consult a doctor. TBC treatment usually lasts for at least 6 months. Depending on the stage and complications, it could take up to a year. It is highly detailed and intricate. The medications are to be drunk in a routine - that means, everyday according to dosage - and without stop for half a year. If you forget to drink at a designated time, you will have to start your treatment all over again - that means 6 more months. The doctor will usually tell you that you should come for a check up every two weeks or every month to see if the medications are working. However, pills alone won't cure you off the disease. You will need to keep optimal health, as mentioned above.

TBC virus is actually pretty weak to sunlight. It is doctor-recommended - in fact, it's part of the treatment - to get as much sun light as possible in the morning. It is when the sun is warm enough to affect the virus but not scorching as to cause skin cancer. So sunbathe every morning while exercising is like shooting two birds with one stone! Do not even attempt to use sun beds, as they are not healthy and might actually cause more diseases. Plus, the sun is free.

How to keep it from spreading?


TBC patients tend to cough a lot. Coughing lets out the phlegm which carries the virus. Even if it's invisible to the naked eye, it is always safer to carry around medical masks - even at home. Sharing food and drinks is controversial. Although my doctor says it is totally fine, as a precaution, don't share your food and beverages with anyone until at least the first stage of the treatment is over. Sleeping with someone can also be dangerous - although I believe it's mostly from the subconscious sneezing and coughing that might happen during sleep - so it is definitely safer to have a separate room from a TBC patient. And, not that you'd want to, but don't touch their phlegm.

The day the doctors sucked the fluid out of my lungs
Maybe I've told you parts of the story before but never the whole picture. So here goes. Around 4-5 months ago, I discovered weird bumps on my shoulder blade. It felt like there were pearls underneath my skin. I managed to ignore it for maybe a month before another bump arose below my right ear. It started out small but turned big real fast, until I was finally diagnosed with TBC 2 months ago. I've been undergoing treatment since then and it has been working well for the first month. Then it got inflamed and I had to go into surgery to remove the cheese-like puss underneath. Now, I am still in recovery and doing the treatment everyday. I have to say I did not go to the doctor for two reasons, the probability of getting held back in Germany for treatment and my lack of knowledge about the disease. Due to the lack of coughing - or blood coughing, for that matter -, I let it go untreated for far too long. As a result, I had to go through surgery - which isn't fun, I must tell you - and stick my parents a bigger medical bill than it could probably have been.

In Germany, there was a case where a student died from having TBC and either couldn't or wouldn't get treatment. There was also another case where a student almost died from having a sloppy diet and undiagnosed TBC, where luckily one of his neighbours called the ambulance and he was rushed to the hospital to get treatment. However, by then, it was already bad enough that he had to get surgery. In the end, he was thankfully cured though not without an enormous medical bill - excluding the parts covered by insurance - which will hunt him forever. So, people, please do not be ignorant of your own wellbeing! Stay healthy and safe!

Edit: There are some errors in this article which were brought to my attention. My revisions are as follows:
  • TBC isn't caused by a virus, but rather by bacteria - Mycobacterium tuberculosis, to be exact.
  • The best way to diagnose a TBC patient is by running tests on their phlegm. Blood tests are not recommended and X-ray has low sensitivity.
  • TBC that attacks the lungs is very contagious, whereas when any other parts of the body is attacked, it is less so (probably from the lack of coughing involved).
  • When a person gets infected by the TBC bacteria, they are not always sick right away. It depends on their antibody.
  • The sun kills the TBC bacteria directly. It is important for TB patients to have a room which gets enough sun light so that the bacteria in the room will get killed instantly. However, sunbathing has yet to prove useful for TBC patient. Some researches connect it with the forming of vitamin D to kill the bacteria in the body but it is yet to be proven. It is, however, no harm to try.
  • During treatment, at the very earliest on the second month the patient has to get their phlegm tested in order to determine the next course of action. This is when it is decided whether the treatment would go on for 6 months or more.
  • TBC is not a shameful disease. It is something that could happen to anyone and at anytime. It could happen years after contact with the bacteria and it could happen right away. The best course of action is always to get treatment as soon as possible.



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Sunday, 9 November 2014

When You See the Silver Lining

As I've mentioned in my previous post, instead of going to Jakarta Fashion Week, the hospital is where I went. Don't worry, it wasn't an accident or such things. In fact, it has so much to do with the disease I've mentioned before. Maybe many people don't like going to the hospital and getting a surgery. I, on the other hand, was super excited to spend my first - and, hopefully, only - night at the hospital. It was also my first surgery! But a surgery is indeed something that I wish never to have to go through again after I checked it off my list. To be honest, the surgery itself went by like magic. One minute I closed my eyes, the next it was done. However, nobody ever mentions anything about post-op discomforts. And my surgery was a pretty minor one too! Imagine what kind of pain and nausea someone with a major surgery has to go through. When something like this happens to you - no matter how small - you start to realise how little everything else matters, aside from your and your loved ones' well-being. In the light of things, I will be sharing some information about tuberculosis in my next post. Most people are misinformed about this, which could be quite fatal. So don't ever hesitate to get yourself educated!

Fashion to Any blouse // thrifted skirt // Celine purse (Sis's) // Primark socks // Fioni brogues via Payless // Pictures by Akita

Umm...have I mentioned that all my clothes have arrived already? Now I can wear everything that I own - not at the same time, mind you. Including this lovely blouse that I got from a giveaway last year. Let me tell you, putting it on with this surgery wound on my neck wasn't easy. My sister helped, of course. At long last, I finally made it to JFW...except that I didn't go there, just to the place which happens to be its location. Instead, I spied the JFW from way up here. Hah! We didn't stay long, though, mostly because we didn't care too much about it. A taboo to say as a fashion blogger, I guess? But, really, when you're in a hospital even for just one night, you hear things about other people, experience things like never before that make you grateful for what you have and wake you up to realise what really matters. Okay, sure, art matters too. But fashion has its way to proclaim God and put everyone else at risk. You know what I mean. Let's start thinking about that!

P.S: I know, I'm getting tanned. It will all be clear in my next post




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