As February rolls around, this part of my life is starting to roll into a close. It's a bit relieving and a bit terrifying, but right now I'm just focused at finishing it at the stage that it's at. I'm sorry if you don't know what I'm talking about, but it's rather personal so I don't think I can disclose it at the moment. I'm also at a very strange phase of my life, where everything feels dull and pointless. I can't remember the last time I felt really excited to do something or planning something to the very last detail. This feels a lot like a phase I'd experienced before in 2014—around the time I knew I was going back home. I mean, I wouldn't say I'm not happy with the life I have right now, but I think I feel like I settled, you know. Something is missing; the fire in me is extinguished. Has anyone ever experienced this before? Could you help me fight this...demotivation?
thrifted dress via Delightfully Tacky // hand-me-down blazer + purse // old hat + socks // MKS shoes (old) // photos by Akita
As for the clothes, I'm still trying to wear more of the stuff that I rarely ever flaunt on the blog. This thrifted number is actually one of my absolute favourite pieces, but I wonder why I never really style it differently from time to time. It has the perfect colour for autumn—god, I wish I still live somewhere with four seasons!—so I thought it would look good with this coat-like blazer. Then I just incorporated more autumnal colours to the look...and voilá! By the way, these photos were taken during twilight—hence the title—so it was basically a race against time to make it before all the light from the sun completely disappeared. Please don't mind my wiry hair! It was a long day.